Wolffe's Ways

305. All the black sheep, family outcasts, and a freak or two.

Well I think yesterday's post says it all... You bet. I just felt like the 'freak or two' that is mentioned here... 'nuff said? I know that a lot of this is in my head, but still... I can't get past it. I've never been really all that good in social situations with large numbers of people I don't know... Throw religion into the mix, especially one I'm not part of, never have been, and don't want to be and it's just surreal. I try to not be judgmental and then, I just start making all these comments in my head anyway and the 'internal critic' takes over. What to do? I mean at one point I wanted to make comments about Frey and how all he carries at Ragnorok is a stag horn to fight with, simply because this one person was going on about deer being dangerous blah blah. I had, just had enough and couldn't take it anymore. This of course was after all the 'church camp' stories and so forth. I just couldn't do it anymore. And I had to bite back my comments because I wanted to be frithful and not cause a ruckus in the home of my host and brother-in-law. Luckily we skeddadled very quickly thereafter but it reached that point. So yes, I'm definitely the freak or two in this statement. Definitely.