Wolffe's Ways

119. It's crazy, and it's different, but it's really being free.

I have come to the conclusion there is no such thing as really being free. As long as you are surrounded by other people and have obligations to even one other person there is no true freedom. Don't worry though, in return you get frustration, anger and a sense of guilt. That's right folks step up to the plate, and feel that you are going to have to do something you don't want to do at least once each day. Whether it is getting out of bed because you have an appointment you don't want to keep, to doing the dishes. It doesn't really matter. It's really just the world we live in. Ok, this really just could be the beginnings of S.A.D kicking in, or it could be the fact that I just got off of the kitchen floor, having spent too much time cleaning up from a major spill of soap. Yes, I finally managed to really screw up and melt a mold. *Sighs* I do have a very clean floor, however, which I suppose is a trade-off. And it smells nice too. Of course the whole time I was doing this no one gave a shit or offered to help me out. So that was a very nice kick in the ass. Joy to the world. Thus, this is probably coloring my feeling as to freedom and obligation at the moment. Yeah.